Lim Kan Wei
22/04/1989
Nan Hua Secondary School
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Enlisting on Sept 11 1130hr.

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lols. i'm alone in the office. apart from the interns la.
senior intern chenwei don't know go where.
jiade went onsite or something, not sure.
jason went onsite.
jasmine on MC i think.

tadah. but still have to llst come office la. :'(

but hoho. i'll make my escape soon. =/
about 4+, hopefully.

nyaa. that's all.

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next item on my wishlist. tadadada~ :D

thanks to that, i've to shelve my plan for a new phone indefinitely le. =(
either LG KS20 or KE700. :'(

still deciding on whether to get the PS3 next month or the above set of speakers, then followed by the other item the following month, which will signify the end of the bloody attachment!! hohoho.

btw, i still owe two week's worth of the weekly reports. damn lazy to get started. =/
would've long gotten it done if i had anything worthy to write, but nahh. what's there to write about rotting in front of the laptop, surfing forums all day long?

i'm so sleepy that i wanna die. :(

in the end, i guess i still haven't gotten my mind sorted out yet. i'm simply being lured both sides from the possibilities which may or may not even exist in the first place. i know that even if i eventually decide, i'll be unable to let go of the other side completely. and they say being spoilt for choice is a good thing. in the end, i can only take things one step at a time and see how things go on from there. /wrist arhhhhh~ i hate this. zz.

ah well, hopefully my package arrives soon. then i will at least have my mind off matters for a while. and i'm okay. not upset or anything, just a little confused.

X and Y hits Wake with Confusion!
Wake is confused.
Wake inflicts 999 damage to himself in his confusion.
Wake faints.


............. okay lame. LOL.

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yesterday was fun. :D

it's been a while since we met up, cos me and nor got too lazy to ask people out, and apparently no one else did. so yeah.

time flies huh. so fast and it's another person's birthday has come and passed.
i'm currently in a love-hate relationship with time.
i love it when the time flies during work, and having the remaining 7 weeks gone in no time, but i hate it when i am aware of the fact that 7 weeks gone is 7 weeks nearer to graduation. =/

nyaa. but yeah, yesterday was fun. hehe.


i want the photos!!

wenqi~~!! LOLL.

hm.. typing in notepad now cos i don't really want to have the blogger word splattered on top seen by other kaypo people ba.

so freaking sian. 7 weeks, excluding the weekends, will be 35 days. now there's 34 days to go. :(

28 JULY, FINAL REPORT FIRST DRAFT!!!! REMEMBER!!

sigh. fxcking sian. :(


have been in a dilemma over some issue for the past few days, and i think i've gotten it sort out le ba. but then, i'm not entirely sure if my decision will prevail. sigh. in some way or another, i'm still quite undecided. arh heck. i guess i'll deal with it when it comes, though i feel like an asshole for being this undecided.

rawrh. i've been having an urge to go out for a couple of drinks though.
but pretty stupid to drink alone. so.. =/ LOL. arh well, think the urge will wear itself out soon if i don't entertain it.

nyaanyaa.

AND BLOODY HELL. NEXT TIME ROUND I'LL PAY PLAY-ASIA MORE TO GET COURIER SERVICES FOR MY ORDERS!! i ordered my items on june 16, and it's not here yet!! =(((((((

one wiimote, one nunchuk, one hdmi cable, one component cable.
totals up to approx 100 over sgd. forgot the exact amount already. =/

then i've a polo tee which is supposed to be customised, but it hasn't even started printing yet. and also two tees which i don't know are ever coming from japan or not. :(

dang.

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I run with a parched heart
Sorry, I couldn't do anything
You won't even let me
Share our pain together

To live on without tarnish
I turn my back and head out without looking back
on the lonely rail

I'll follow you
No matter how agonizing it is; even within the darkness of the world
You will certainly shine
I'll overcome the limit of the future
My weakness will not shatter my spirit
my way overlaps with yours
For the two of us, God bless...

This affection that warms when it reaches me
Melts reality and wanders
I don't need a reason for wanting to meet you
Just my overflowing feelings, Lovin' you

For now, I'll paint a beautiful dream
And chase after you
for your lonely heart

Stop it, it's not like you to lie
Look at my eyes and let's talk about our future
I am prepared
Even if the future is dark
I'll become stronger and I might be able to change my destiny
Though I want my wish to come true
Everything is God knows...

You are here, I am here
Everyone else has disappeared
While we paint the beauty of this fleeting dream
We trace out the lines of our scars

That's why I'll follow you
No matter how agonizing it is; even within the darkness of the world
You will certainly shine
I'll overcome the limit of the future
My weakness will not shatter my spirit
my way overlaps with yours
For the two of us, God bless...





What are you gonna do about this mad situation?
Feelings I can't control all hit back at me together.
The hopeless truth, is the reality that can't be hidden.
You'll just be watching with the trace of a smile anyway, No!

* No matter how much I cry, you won't come, crying won't change anything.
I can't escape, I don't wanna escape.
It's like a love addiction, Yeah!

I know I know I know...
I know I need you now.
Unknown Unknown Unknown...
I call, meet you tonight.

Made to A. even for things I'm not even conscious of.
What I can't say anything, I'm shouted at for being "irresponsible".
You say you're angry for my own good.
When I can't understand you act like I'm a fool.
Should I really forgive?

It's not as if this is all I know.
I'm scared to lose this fortunate time.
How much will you be involved in my life?
I can't think about it.

You know you know you know...
That I will never betray.
Unknown Unknown Unknown...
Maybe I can't good-bye.

I'm gonna lose my mind.
I'm fallin' love with you.

* (Repeat)

I know I know I know...
Unknown Unknown Unknown...
I know I know I know...
Unknown Unknown Unknown...

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my tv's here, nicely mounted on the wall. :D




hope the photo isn't too big this time round. keke.
and i wasn't trying to be artistic when i took the photo from this angle.
just that i was topless at the point of time, and the screen is quite reflective, so er. yeah, you get my point.
topless cos it's hot okay!!

but anyway, the cables danging out from the back.. =/ leaves much to be desired.
need to do some cable management when all my equipment are gathered. hoho.
namely the home theatre system [freebie] and ps3 that i'm planning to get after attachment. hohoho.

i have plugged in my wii to the lcd already, but haven't tested it out since my wiimote [controller] is spoilt. -.-
cos i left the batteries inside for about 2+months or so without using it at all.
no time due to attachment. -.- bloody hell. then the batteries leaked, and kind of shorted the wiimote.

speaking of which, i damn suay during attachment sia.
kena car accident, shitty laptop, backstabbed, wiimote spoil, etc etc. zzz.
but can say that i'm lucky enough to still be in one piece la, esp after the accident. =x *touch wood*

had dinner with nor and will just now at manhattan fish market @ central.
then met eulisia there, omg. LOL.
she still the same sia. LOL. but wah lao, she think i what, cannot recognise her meh.. LOL.

eul: kanwei! kanwei!!
me: *looks up from food and spots her*
eul: remember me not? i'm eulisia!
me: *slightly stunned* i know..
eul: huh? you got see me meh? why never call me?
me: .. i mean, i just saw you ma.. haha.
eul: orhh.. okay.

she was with her boyfriend i think. =x

had a little history with her during sec three. LOL! but gradually drifted and didn't keep in touch after graduation.
but was really stunned to see her. LOL.

but to have this meeting now out of all times, it makes me wonder about things. =x
cos er, for the past two days, i've been quite distracted from my usual routine due to some affair that just happened.
kns lo. this morning, for example.
i left the house without my access pass to office, then i saw a cab passing by so i flagged it down.
alighted, and the cab was about to move on and i suddenly remembered.
damn heng, or else i'd have made a wasted trip.
got the driver to wait for me and i went up to retrieve the pass.

still got others la.. taking a cab that doesn't accept nets when i don't have cash with me, and also shampooing my hair when i didn't intend to [cos it was late at night and i wanted to take a quick shower then go to bed]. so had to wait until my hair dries before i could sleep.

i can't say it's a major matter, but somehow or rather, i'm affected by it. partly because of the guilt from the remarks that i shouldn't have made.

i don't ever regret anything i've done, is what i always say. but there was once which i really regretted, was also probably something that i've said that caused a misunderstanding between me and my good friends at that time. but at that point of time, my words were misinterpreted, and the misunderstanding was resolved after i apologised and clarified. now i guess this recent one is the second time.

but i digress. now if i were only to meet qihui, then i think i'll believe in the existence of god. =/////

nyaa. managed to drag time until 1am, cos i wanna download firefox3, but prolly the server cannot tahan the load.

http://www.spreadfirefox.com/firefox3

mozilla people are trying to create a world record for firefox3, by making it the most downloaded software within a day. so from June 18 1AM GMT+8 [local time] till June 19 12.59AM, please download firefox3~!!

keke. okay la. just for fun. but i like the features of firefox 3, based on the RC versions that i'm using right now. keke.

okay. the servers cannot tahan the traffic, so i guess i'll download and install it when i get home tomorrow.






hitsuzen = 必然 [inevitability]

there are no such things as coincidences, but the inevitable.
- yuuko, xxxholic.

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i'm gradually being reminded of my experience in uob now. /wrist

thank god there's the internet. or else i don't know what am i going to do for the day.

also thankfully that i'm going to go onsite with ranjini on monday. keke. so i can temporarily escape that hellhole for one day.

but fucking suay sia, seriously. this one whole week damn cannot make it. kena complain here and there. bth.

nyanya. i think vincent [who's in charge of us] don't like me. LOLLL. cos obviously i'm the slackest among all four. =x but fuck care. 7 more weeks. god. i'm worrying about my final report already. 10+ pages, i don't know how to add on sia. =/ can die, can die, can die.

oh, speaking of which, i bought my lcd tv already at the PC show last night. hohoho.
quite ex but no point saying the price. samsung 32"~ <333
will be arriving on monday. so hopefully i can go onsite in the morning and be done and go home and supervise those people doing the installation. else, well. i'll let my mum handle it.

omg, i dragged my decision to get the LG KS20 for too long already. now there's a KF700 out.
:( :( dilemma again.

kns. i don't know whether working in ibm as an intern is good or bad. the slacking is good, but the utter boredom can kill you.
now they seem to begin to track what we interns are doing. and good job there, because they don't give us any work, and expect us not to surf non-work related sites. kua kua kua~
dumbasses seriously. if there isn't any work to begin with, basically any site we visit are not related to work, ain't it?
and i don't even wanna mention about the bloody laptop anymore. i'm going to heck care the burning adapter and let it explode and hopefully someone gets injured in the process and have the matter all blown up [pun unintended]. :D :D :D
nah i'm just joking. but a little fireworks within the office would be nice. =x

tadadadada. once again, i declare that i don't have patience with stupid fucks/si ginnas.
one example i encountered few days ago. my ipod was running low on batt so i was playing with my psp on my way home instead.
then i was sitting at the front of the lrt [where kids like to climb up and stare at the tracks and go 'woww~ rollercoaster~~' yeah.] there was a kid, prolly 5-6years old who was sitting there with his mum on the normal seats on my diagonally right.
so then, kids being kids, he got curious about me gaming, so he STOOD UP on the seat, and was practically leaning on me to look at my psp.
good job. obviously i couldn't do anything but to pretend that i didn't notice and continued with my game. i don't mind people peering at what i'm playing.. okay fine, that's a lie. i do mind. but at least pretend that you're not, instead of trying to put your face to my bloody screen? lean on me somemore.
kns. but seeing that it's just a kid, nvm. i tolerate. then the mum snapped at him, 'liang! sit down! ah liang!' for a few times before he finally went back to his fantasy rollercoaster. then i thought it was finally safe, and it reached their stop. the mum asked the kid to get down and left the train without the kid. -.- then the kid, climbed down, picked up his sandals which were lying at the bottom of the seat, slammed the soles against the windows [like what people do to knock out all those dirt from the grooves of the sole of the shoes], to the shock of everyone who saw. and there was one poor lady sitting there with dirt/dust/god knows whatever raining down on her.

honestly, if i were the kid's parent right, he's never ever going to see daylight for the rest of his life again. so damn siasuay la please. if my kids ever become a nuisance in public, they are going to get it from me. zzz.

and also, regarding stupid fucks. some people really can't use their brains to think for nuts. whatever they see, they will just say. if a guy's friendly with a girl, then it means that the guy's after her. if somehow the guy just nice, seems sian and bored without the girl around, they say it's because she's not around. thanks arh. i wonder whatever happened to platonic relationships.

stupidity knows no boundaries indeed.


edit: lawl! lawl! lawl! sorry for saying that i'm not gonna mention about the bloody laptop anymore cos i get the feeling that i'll be mentioning alot for the rest of the 7 weeks.

IT JUST CRASHED. GOOD JOB WINDOWS. I LOVE YA.

.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

i wish i could live 5 times over.
then i'd be born in 5 different cities,
i'd have 5 different jobs.
and then for those 5 times...

i'd fall in love with the same person.

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i realise that i'll only blog recently when i don't have enough sleep. =/.

yesterday was.. horrendous.

i had mcspicy for lunch, which i know will kill my stomach and it did.
was out with jason after work at raffles city and i went to stink up the toilet there. LOL! then ate abit and waited until after 8 to siam the 35% and walked out of CBD area to siam the 3 bucks in order to flag a cab home. had a shower and slept, at 11pm ba. then i woke up at 1+am omg. -.- stomach felt uncomfortable. tried to ignore it but i can't fall asleep again. so i went to the toilet and camped. =/ nothing happened. washed up abit and went to bed again, and tossed and turned about until 5+am and i dozed off a little bit to wake up at 6am. omg. :D

had a few mouthfuls of sake cos somehow the alcohol makes my stomach feel better. and yes, i have sake at home. lol.

and yesterday!! fucked up i swear. some guy who complained about jason using his acer laptop in the office last friday emailed our supervisor about it and at the same time, kpkbed about me and jasmine surfing the web excessively. -.- kns. if he emailed us or told us off directly, he sure kena shoot till no tomorrow by me. and that's exactly what i dislike about it. -.- it's like you have a problem with me, instead of coming to me and talk about it, you choose to go to my supervisor to provide a 'positive feedback'? my ass man. could have slapped him. zz.

but forget it. not important. exactly two months left. we're already 2/3 of the way there to freedom! hohoho.

anyway, not very sure why i just couldn't sleep, but partly was that there were alot of things running through my head. things that i should've said and done, things i should do and say, and things that i hope won't ever happen.

had some sort of bad feeling ba, but i guess there's no point speaking of it now. but sincerely speaking, the whole bunch of us have seen too many splitting up of ways, and hopefully that doesn't ever happen again. =/

something smells burnt near my workspace and it's coming from my laptop adapter. LOL. hong gan. and my email client is spoilt and is unable to connect to the server. so i can't read office mails either. t30. :) i'm lovin' it.

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sorry that i didn't blog two days ago when i said i'd. =x
mainly cos i only reached the office just before lunch, and it's already 2-3pm by the time i really got started on using the com that i didn't have anything to blog about.

hohoho.

PC Show is on from next thurs till sunday. i've to get the HDTV from there! :D :D :D



hohoho. samsung. hopefully it's as good as what the reviews say. else.. =/ too bad i guess. i'm not sure of the exact price yet, but it should be within the range of 1 to 1.5k. =/ so chor.

there's so many things i wanna get. i ordered a few tees, total will be around 90 bucks i think. but i've no idea when am i going to receive the tees, so guess i've to wait and see. =x and i'm considering about getting a couple of fred perry polos. even though i've too many polos. lawl. heck. =/

so many things to get, so little money.

and guess what. i didn't sleep a wink last night cos i wanted to be on time for once.

...

at least once in a week, i hope.

tadah. what else, what else.

nothing i guess. time to sleep. i'm fvcking wiped out. :(

tata.

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okay okay. i'm blogging now. haha.

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