Lim Kan Wei
22/04/1989
Nan Hua Secondary School
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Enlisting on Sept 11 1130hr.

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zz. i haven't been getting any good night's sleep recently.

not that i can vividly remember, but most likely that i've been waking up at intervals from the dreams that i've been having. only one out of those many random dreams were nice, or at least it felt good when i woke up. the rest of them weren't exactly nightmares, but they were just random and messy.

but hey, thankfully there's only one week left to go, travelling to and fro to changi and back. keke.
admittedly, i'm considering on joining ibm as my perm job when i'm done with all my studies. it pays good, and the working environment isn't too stressful. but i guess there's no way to find out until i really take up a permanent position here. the travelling turns me off though. zz.

it would prolly turn everyone else off too. =/ arhh. wait till then then say.

i'm terribly broke. left with $14 bucks in my account with a debt to pay off to citibank. :'(
i think i've spent near a thousand bucks on my gaming consoles alone. LOL!
wait. i think far more than that. =///
to think that i was considering about getting my phone with the coming month's pay. but guess i've to postpone that idea indefinitely first. :(
need to pay at least 25 bucks by 4/8. LOL. but i owe a total of $170+ from last month's expenses. keke.

hokay, nuffed said. i'm hungry like fug now. :(
skipping lunch for the day. keke.

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10 days since i've blogged. LOL.

finally gotten my final report done and over with, and my weekly reports up to date. keke.

about 2 weeks till freedom. i can't wait for it to happen.

but got to start on working on the final presentation soon too. =/

sian. 11th aug. <33

life's pretty monotonous lately. i don't really have anything to blog about too.

oh oh. did i mention that my ps3 is here? LOL.
i forgot. i'll post up photos when i remember.

wenqi or yingwei!! send me the photos from sijia's birthday please. :D
through email.. thanks thanks. :)

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okay. it's been quite a while since i blogged. LOL!

have to complete the first draft of the final report by next week. /wrist

thankfully i've already completed 40 pages for the interim. keke.

three more bloody weeks to freedom~~ out of hell!!

and thanks lo, they finally gave us our pay for this month, cos they mistook us as nyp students who left after the third month. and they also reimbursed us for the decrease in pay last month.. siao.. really cannot survive on 400+ sia. gonna be broke next month also.. gonna buy ps3 with my pay. :D :D

nothing else, basically.
just dying to escape from the hellhole.
i like the working environment actually, but i hate that it's in changi. -.-
maybe next time move house to the east then i can afford to work here.. or else no shit man..

what else. nothing. :(

bored bored bored.

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my tea's gone cold, i'm wondering why
i got out of bed at all
the morning rain clouds up my window,
and i can't see at all
even if i could, it'd all be grey,
but your picture on my wall,
it reminds me that it's not so bad
it's not so bad..

thank you - dido

suddenly thought of this song.


sometimes i just can't imagine myself to be hurt so bad that i'll lose appetite, sleep and be content with just staying at home all the time. or simply put, to be hurt so bad that i totally become a different person.

of course, i'm only talking about the typical scenarios.

some people love to keep things to themselves, even when others who are concerned about them ask. whereas some other people love to tell things about themselves, even when others are not interested to know.

just no way to achieve the perfect balance huh. if only people were alot more straightforward, no one will have to keep guessing and end up hurting each other.

arhh forget it. i'm losing my train of thoughts.

haven't been getting sufficient sleep lately, and i'll have a headache every morning.
i'm dying. :(

and i seem to be so tired of the things that go on around me..
be it my own problems, or others'.
i simply can't wait for these five weeks to be done and over with, so i can catch a breather.
if this is how the working society is going to be like for me, stepping into it for real one day later, is one happier day for me. i step into the office looking forward to step out of it. i go to the office on monday looking forward to leave the office on a friday. school is 100x better than this. -.-

argghhh. come to think of it, maybe NS isn't that bad of a thing..
i'll just abandon my brains and go inside and do whatever the sgt tells me to do.
i might be physically exhuasted, but it beats being mentally exhuasted, i guess.

well, counting down, it's 24 more working days to freedom.
long live freedom~!
yippee~
yippee~

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