mehh.
Lim Kan Wei
22/04/1989
Nan Hua Secondary School
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Enlisting on Sept 11 1130hr.
Monday, July 7, 2008 @ 10:34 AM
my tea's gone cold, i'm wondering why
i got out of bed at all
the morning rain clouds up my window,
and i can't see at all
even if i could, it'd all be grey,
but your picture on my wall,
it reminds me that it's not so bad
it's not so bad..
thank you - dido
suddenly thought of this song.
sometimes i just can't imagine myself to be hurt so bad that i'll lose appetite, sleep and be content with just staying at home all the time. or simply put, to be hurt so bad that i totally become a different person.
of course, i'm only talking about the typical scenarios.
some people love to keep things to themselves, even when others who are concerned about them ask. whereas some other people love to tell things about themselves, even when others are not interested to know.
just no way to achieve the perfect balance huh. if only people were alot more straightforward, no one will have to keep guessing and end up hurting each other.
arhh forget it. i'm losing my train of thoughts.
haven't been getting sufficient sleep lately, and i'll have a headache every morning.
i'm dying. :(
and i seem to be so tired of the things that go on around me..
be it my own problems, or others'.
i simply can't wait for these five weeks to be done and over with, so i can catch a breather.
if this is how the working society is going to be like for me, stepping into it for real one day later, is one happier day for me. i step into the office looking forward to step out of it. i go to the office on monday looking forward to leave the office on a friday. school is 100x better than this. -.-
argghhh. come to think of it, maybe NS isn't that bad of a thing..
i'll just abandon my brains and go inside and do whatever the sgt tells me to do.
i might be physically exhuasted, but it beats being mentally exhuasted, i guess.
well, counting down, it's 24 more working days to freedom.
long live freedom~!
yippee~
yippee~
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