the deafening silence
mehh.
Lim Kan Wei
22/04/1989
Nan Hua Secondary School
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
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    Sunday, September 21, 2008 @ 5:49 AM
    I WANT TO BLOG!

    i've some shit i wanna blog about but i'm too sleepy to do it now.

    keywords: friends, outsider, things not going my way, blah blah.

    come to think of it, i think it's gonna be an entry quite .. unlike me. =/
    heck. glad that not many people will read my blog. =x


    OKAY SCRATCH THAT.
    SHOULD HAVE BLOGGED WHEN I FELT LIKE IT YESTERDAY.
    cos i'm not in the mood to blog long entries now. boo.

    see how. i'll get back to what i want to say soon.. well, eventually. =/


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    Thursday, September 18, 2008 @ 11:10 PM
    koko ni iru yo/i'm here/我们要一起生活



    Baby boy, I’m here, I won’t go anywhere, I’ll be waiting for you
    You know dat I love you, and that’s why you don’t need to worry
    No matter how far apart we are, my love won’t change
    You know what I mean?
    I’m waiting for you (waiting for you)

    Me, so clumsy, and you, far away
    With me still unable to tell you how I felt, you went away
    Now you remain only in my album
    These days we can only meet via the airwaves, but I can’t see your smile
    Your warmth, the smell of your hair; as the days went by
    My thirst for you was unquenched, and I searched desperately for a trace of you
    On the road I often walked down with you, the only sound now was my footsteps
    But enough of that, how are you? Are you eating properly?
    Dammit, I just can’t say it
    I’ll send you another letter from me soon

    Baby boy, I’m here, I won’t go anywhere, I’ll be waiting for you
    You know dat I love you, and that’s why you don’t need to worry
    No matter how far apart we are, my love won’t change
    You know what I mean?
    I’m waiting for you (waiting for you)

    I saw you on the sand dunes in Kamakura; the words I wanted to say were swallowed up in the waves
    This is really painful; I’m a guy…so why won’t the words come?
    Do you remember? When I was at karaoke with you
    The words to the song I picked were on the screen
    The truth was, I wanted to tell you
    The day we got together, just the two of us, for the first time
    We played around like we met by chance
    I wanted to say “I can’t forget your smile”
    But I got pretty off-topic, huh? You get what I want to say, right?
    Shit, I’ve run out of space to write
    Sorry, next time I’ll definitely send it

    Baby boy, I’m here, I won’t go anywhere, I’ll be waiting for you
    You know dat I love you, and that’s why you don’t need to worry
    No matter how far apart we are, my love won’t change
    You know what I mean?
    I’m waiting for you (waiting for you)

    If I was richer, if I had a more serious job
    If I’d been able to suffer through everything, I know I could…
    But please, don’t get the wrong idea, I don’t want to make you lonely, but
    I’m busy so I can’t really talk, but
    Baby believe kore wa all for our future
    But to be honest, I want to see you right now, I want to hold you right now
    Now there’s nobody sitting in that seat where you used to sit next to me…
    Well, that’s no biggie, that wasn’t what I wanted to say
    It’s probably too late, but I’ll pour out the words I’ve been wanting to say all this time, and send it to you, my unsent letter

    Baby girl, I’m here, I won’t go anywhere, I’ll be waiting for you
    You know dat I love you, and that’s why you don’t need to worry
    No matter how far apart we are, my love won’t change
    You know what I mean?
    I’m waiting for you (waiting for you)

    Baby boy, I’m here, I won’t go anywhere, I’ll be waiting for you
    You know I love you, and that’s why you don’t need to worry
    No matter how far apart we are, my love won’t change
    Now I can come out and say it
    I don't eva wanna let you go


    not here if i've already posted this before, but heck it.
    this is the original song of the one sang by 大嘴巴 - 留我在身边 below..



    Baby boy
    永远永远手牵手
    一步两步一起走
    永远永远要记得
    我们要一起生活
    不管晴天的时候
    不管下雨的时候
    不放开手到永久
    我们要一起生活

    眼泪 她为你流过 也为自己掉过
    对於你们的爱 她总是抱着坚强的笑容
    错过那些时间 谢谢她的守候
    是时候 紧紧牵她的手 带她到你的城堡里

    最近还好吗 想念的心开不了口
    枯想着你有没有好好过 担心着你每天生活

    你好吗 最近如何 照顾身体工作加油
    我一个人也会勇敢好好过 不让你担心多一秒

    想念着 每天每秒我们故事 每天每秒说好的事
    两个人一起散步 是最浪漫的事
    你是我的天使 给我力量能够坚持

    那些关心问候 翅膀一样的双手
    是我最幸福的所有
    心里面有你建的角落
    脆弱时我能够躲一躲

    你爱我 像翅膀一样温柔的手
    我要抱着你不要再错过
    你的爱 是最蓝那片天空
    cuz baby girl I'm coming back home

    Baby boy
    永远永远手牵手
    一步两步一起走
    永远永远要记得
    我们要一起生活
    不管晴天的时候
    不管下雨的时候
    不放开手到永久
    我们要一起生活

    幸福 少了你在身边不会完整
    人潮中朝你走来那张可爱微笑的脸孔
    这份爱 不是悸动 守护一辈子的感动
    这段路踏着幸福的每一步一起牵着手

    心疼你会睡不好 总是缩在床的一角
    我要回来给你依靠 哄你看你笑着睡着
    照片里 你的微笑 我们甜蜜得打闹
    好希望微风把思念 代替我亲吻你嘴角

    想念着 每天每秒我们故事 每天每秒说好的事
    约定好去看的风景 爱谱成了诗
    你就是我的天使 给我力量能够坚持

    阳光灿烂午後 我又在街上走
    你的影子不再寂寞
    想到你的身边到不了
    像个路人般看热闹
    经过那个属於我们的转角
    走过两个人曾经逛的街
    那些店 还有熟悉的画面
    oh baby girl I'm coming back home

    Baby boy
    永远永远手牵手
    一步两步一起走
    永远永远要记得
    我们要一起生活
    不管晴天的时候
    不管下雨的时候
    不放开手到永久
    我们要一起生活

    没有办法想像 那画面
    一个孤独的背影走在 小公园
    一颗心 需要暖 一双手 需要牵
    故事要有美好结局 需要两双手来写

    永远 不是只出现在童话里的梦
    在身边 眼泪加了蜜糖甜
    这句点 要完美画在无名指上
    承诺的开始
    恋人们 要一起珍藏


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    Tuesday, September 16, 2008 @ 2:44 AM
    runningoutoftitles

    came across this.

    "
    The Eleven Satanic Rules of the Earth"

    1. Do not give opinions or advice unless you are asked.

    2. Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure they want to hear them.

    3. When in another's lair, show him respect or else do not go there.

    4. If a guest in your lair annoys you, treat him cruelly and without mercy.

    5. Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the mating signal.

    6. Do not take that which does not belong to you unless it is a burden to the other person and he cries out to be relieved.

    7. Acknowledge the power of magic if you have employed it successfully to obtain your desires. If you deny the power of magic after having called upon it with success, you will lose all you have obtained.

    8. Do not complain about anything to which you need not subject yourself.

    9. Do not harm little children.

    10. Do not kill non-human animals unless you are attacked or for your food.

    11. When walking in open territory, bother no one. If someone bothers you, ask him to stop. If he does not stop, destroy him.

    i think i'm satanic. cos more or less i'm abiding by all these rules, well, most of the times.

    7 and 8 need a little explanation.
    7: change 'power of magic' to 'help acquired/enlisted', and it'll make more sense.
    8: if it's something that you chose to do, don't complain about it, because no one's forcing you to do it and you can just back out of it as when you like.

    and i wish people would abide by #2.
    pisses me off to no end, though i guess it's better now.

    AHH I AM BORED.

    and hungry.

    :(


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    Sunday, September 14, 2008 @ 10:21 PM
    change!

    okay la. as good as not changing, since i only added one 's' to the address.

    but i don't really like a particular someone to read my blog, so yeah.

    arrh. now my biceps are aching.
    following a training regime right now.
    starting on wednesday..

    wed: 41 pushups
    fri: 54 pushups
    sun: 63 pushups

    split into sets. it's been 3 years+ since i've ever done any decent exercise so i'm struggling a little. -.-
    prolly i'll repeat the 41, 54, 63 next week instead of increasing the amount, since i'm having a hard time with them. zz.

    a bit late, since it's almost over, but still..

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDY TEO WEN QI!!!!

    :DD

    shall end here. my muscle ache is too distracting already. zz.


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    Monday, September 8, 2008 @ 1:38 AM
    boo!

    bad ending to an unexpectedly good day. =xx

    reached the bus stop that i was supposed to take 700A to go home at 11.30+ and the info board states that the bus will arrive in 7 minutes.

    and i waited until 12.15 or so and the bus wasn't even there yet. -.-
    then saw the 700A gone from the board. good job!!!

    then ended up having to take cab. =///
    arh, small thing. nvm.

    today was good in various ways ba.
    first i am proud to say, i can swim!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    a tiny little bit. =x but hey, i managed to learn within a single day hor, not bad riaos.
    thanks to william and jason.

    second.. hm. reason's pretty obvious, so not gonna say. hohoho.

    third, THE BLOODY MEMBERSHIP!!
    initially thought can use to get my points for some purchase. =/
    then the person attending to us say cannot use already. zz.
    kns. then the staff at the counter said that the card that i have has been discontinued from april 30 onwards.
    and kns, jeffrey made use of my card to get the 25% off during birthday month on april 10+ seh.
    ahhh~~~ so wasted la! =((((

    forget it. in a way it's good though.
    cos i can give up that membership in exchange for a 50 bucks voucher.
    then the new membership was 50 bucks.
    then through some deduction here and there, blah blah, the voucher was as good as used for the membership card.
    luckily i found out about it today than when i want to use it for the '25%' off.
    and i saw a pair of jeans which i think is nice.
    i shall not mention the price.
    so let's say if i didn't know about the discontinuation, and i went to get a pair of jeans expecting to get 25% off the price and i will end up with 50 bucks off nia.
    but now, the new membership card, during birthday month, i can get 20% off.
    which isn't as good, but not bad either.
    so i definitely can get >50 bucks off. :D
    and the freebies~ woohoo.

    btw, met a few of my secondary school friends, or rather acquaintances today.
    first was jacinta.
    i'm not sure if she got prettier or just that i didn't notice that she was that pretty in secondary school.
    she still look like herself, but i thought that she really looked pretty when i saw her. =/
    william gave her 8/10. hoho.
    http://profiles.friendster.com/3593422
    keke.
    then i saw three from dance.
    barely spoke to them before, but we know each other by sight.
    but didn't greet each other or anything.

    hm. wanted to say abit more but guess this entry's long enough.
    so, tada.
    but dang, i got a slight sunburn now. :(
    pain desu.


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    Friday, September 5, 2008 @ 1:57 AM
    sore.

    i was bored stiff yesterday and i dug out my weights to lift..
    shouldn't have done 70 per side at one shot when i haven't been working out regularly.
    now my arms are still damn sore until one day and i can't straighten my arms naturally. =(

    i highly doubt that i'll be motivated enough to get off my ass to look around for a part time job.
    zzz. heck. i'll just make use of this holiday to work out and get back my initial fitness.
    really slacked like hell after entering poly seh.

    anyway, my tolerance seems to be wearing thin nowadays.
    i get irritable quite easily now. =/
    prolly i'm just making a fuss out of nothing.
    i hate it when people imitate or mimic me.
    for humor's sake then it's alright.
    but when it happens all the time, it seriously gets on my nerves.
    fuck you man. can't you get a mind of your own and stop imitating me?!
    they say imitation is the highest form of flattery, and that i have no comments about it.
    but it's the fucking lowest form of respect.
    honestly, it seems like the person don't even have a character of his own.
    it's almost like parroting already.
    zz.

    end of rant.

    the second batch went for their IAP for almost a week already.
    sadded. i'll prolly need another game or two to last me through the holiday if i really were to rot further more.
    i've been addicted to the radio recently.
    been using the 5.1 home theatre system in my room to listen to the FM radio. LOL.
    damn lame. but guess it's alright, seeing that i've no use for the HTS other than to create some noise when watching tv and to play my games. so i'll use it to listen to some songs when i'm not doing any of the above.

    i don't know whether i should like LG or not.
    i mentioned about getting KS20 months ago, but i postponed the decision to get due to lack of moolah and it came out with Secret and KF700. -.-
    and i was having a hard time deciding between KF700 and KS20 mainly due to WiFi.
    if KF700 had WiFi, then nuffed said. but sad to say, no. =(
    AND, LG just had to announce KC910.
    Viewty's successor, but with WiFi and 8MP camera! hoho. <333
    shall get that. but i don't really like the look of the phone though. =(
    love-hate relationship. zzz.

    i need money. donate please? you'll have my eternal gratitude.


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