mehh.
Lim Kan Wei
22/04/1989
Nan Hua Secondary School
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Enlisting on Sept 11 1130hr.
Saturday, November 1, 2008 @ 3:42 PM
hmm.. it's getting incredibly difficult not to be two-faced in the slightest as time goes by..
friend says a joke, and you don't think it's funny at all, but you laugh anyway..
friend talks bad about someone you feel okay about, but you agree anyway..
you have to hang out with someone that gets more and more irritating as time goes by, but you still do anyway.
blah blah blah, so on and so forth..
then you'll eventually meet people that talks bad about everyone behind their backs, apart from those in front of them, obviously.
politics is fun when you're not involved in it.
that's why you'll see so many people commenting about the current US elections, but when you get more and more involved, it's just plain tiring.
why can't things be more simple, you'll find yourself thinking, and some other smart aleck voice in your head saying that that's just how life is.
and also, when you see someone's feeling down, and you want to comfort the person, you actually end up finding yourself having nothing to say but the most meaningless of 'cheer up', 'don't be sad anymore', etc. wonder if anyone would appreciate those comments which essentially are just spoken for the sake of saying instead of being genuinely concerned and trying to help. and in the end, you can only resort to standing beside the person, hoping that the person will open up and talk to you about it.
it's pretty stupid that you often get people telling you about their matters when you don't want to listen, and yet when those that you sincerely want to listen and help, they will shut off their feelings towards you.
it's also quite vexing when you are in a group of friends, but eventually you realise that you don't really belong there.
you are there, but you are not part of them, in other words.
who can you really count on, when you need them the most?
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