think i only managed to get 3-4 hour's worth of sleep? my mum complaining, cos my sis didn't go to work today cos my mum didn't wake her up cos mum thought she didn't have to work today.
one of the usual happenings in my place. and somehow my parents are just unable to keep down their volume. it's.. bloody inconsiderate, but damage's been done, what can i do. then they love to come into my room while i'm asleep, looking for stuffs in my wardrobe [dad keeps his clothes there too], get what they want, exit my room, and leave the door open. then they will make conversation at a loud volume. or just shout and hope that the other person will manage to catch what he/she is saying, eg. from kitchen to mum's workroom. and good job, i'll be the one suffering. =/ countless of times i'll wake up, close the door and go back to sleep. there are times where i'll fall back to sleep, and that's okay.. no complaints. but there are times like now where you can't get back to sleep no matter what, and wake up in a bad mood. -.-
but then i had a weird dream just now, some sort of continuation from a dream i had over the the past week.. i think. funny. i heard of people waking up suddenly in the middle of their dream, goes back to sleep and continues the dream, but i actually managed to continue the dream with a few days' gap in between. =/
i don't really remember the first dream, other than me and ronghuang was involved. supposedly we were going overseas or maybe just malaysia, where we have to use our passports. then somehow or rather we keep mixing up our passports where i'll just get his and vice versa. so at the last possible minute before we leave each other for our own homes after the trip, i made sure that the passport with me is mine, etc.. so yeah, that's what i did, and the dream sort of ended there..
this time it's a continuation. i'm on a trip to malaysia on a bus along with a group. what group is that i don't know. LOL. apparently it's some group that will visit malaysia every friday [coincidentally it's friday today]. and a fully paid trip somemore. LOL. oo, and i remember the bus we were taking is sbs 146. then we split into groups to get onto the bus cos too many people le, i think. i was sitting at the backseats alone then the leader of the group called me and asked me for the list of participants, which is with some girl called Selina [not the SHE one, but i suppose the name did actually come from there.] only remember that the girl's wearing specs. can't remember looks already. and apparently i didn't know who's who, so i just shouted across the whole bus for Selina then i spotted the girl holding the papers so i got them from her.. then i was filling in the leader with the information he wanted and i noticed Jialiang waving at me outside the bus.. then somehow or rather i can manage to hear what he's saying OUTSIDE the bus when i'm INSIDE the bus.
in chinese: jl: wah lao, i call you so many times you never respond. jl: i got up the bus le then i end up coming back out cos i not sure it's you or not.. me: paiseh paiseh i didn't know..
he then attempted to get back up the bus but then the bus drove off.. then me and the group alighted for a brief stopover where we ate something light, etc.. then saw this pair of indian and chinese males.. they look familiar somehow and i know from somewhere that they are people who will rip tourists off, etc. but i just don't know how come i will know. =/. prolly background information of my dream. LOL. but anyway, the indian was carrying .. something. some slingbag or something fragile that he carries like a slingbag la. he ask this guy sitting beside me to help him carry. then i told that guy to reject cos that indian is sure up to something. but end up that guy cannot reject, just help him carry. then i told him, 'good luck'. and got up the bus.. then on the bus, i took out my passport to check and found that it's ronghuang's. then i sian jipua cos i cannot get through customs. and i actually recalled in the dream of the previous dream i had.. then i was scolding myself, wtf how come still end up with his passport after all i've done to make sure everything's correct?!, etc. and then i woke up due to my mum's voice..
funny dream. =// and this is the first dream that i cannot even try interpreting. LOL. keep mixing up passports = me wanting to be ronghuang?! LOL. cannot be. don't know la. just weird. would be nice if i could carry on with the dream though.
entry's abit long, but there's also another entry i made before i slept, so have a read too. :D
tadaahh.. hm, pretty okay, i guess. this xmas. though i didn't get to spend the time out with people i'd prefer to spend with, but guess it's better than nothing.
got a glass from the present exchange from the little party we had just now at a forum friend's place. not bad. i mean, at least it's practical. =x but i overspent le. =/ thank goodness it's nearing next month. let's see.. 6 bucks for bbq chicken for potluck dinner. 20.80 for cab fare from bp plaza to amk hub. 22.40 for xmas present. 21.20 for midnight cab fare from friend's place at amk to home.
[sarcasm]what an amazing discrepancy from daytime charge and midnight charge from the same general locations.[/sarcasm]
estimated that i'll only spend about 50 odd but.. :(
k nehmind. will be celebrating rh's birthday tml.. or later in the afternoon, so tadadadada. moar money will fly. =// oh ya.. i intend to get something from body shop since they are having sales.. so once again, money will fly. :( :( :( http://www.thebodyshop.com.sg/en/products_promotions.aspx ^^^ will last quite long, but for selected items during selected periods.. but then i think i'm quite wols in knowing already, so nvm.. just take it as if i'm making my entry longer than it would be. =/ and while i'm doing so, might as well...
all of the sudden i realise that i've got tons of problems coming up.
not to mention about the heart problem that may or may not exist [even though i know that it doesn't exist], i am growing a wisdom tooth. -.-
why do i have to be so smart. :( LOL. didn't realise about it until after the dental checkup at cmpb yesterday. without stating any reason, they asked me to stay for a short while to get my jaw x-rayed. ronghuang also kena, i think. then all the way after that, i keep tongue-ing some weird.. thing in my gum near my last tooth. initially i thought it was just an ulcer, then i used my finger to feel it when i got home after the checkup and realised that it was a growing tooth. !@#$%
might have to burn a sum of money depending on its growth. and the pain involved?! AHHHH!! -.-
was extremely irritated yesterday. no idea why, to be honest. thankfully i was alone in my room, or i might have just punched someone if i didn't like his face or something. =/ but one thing that made me slightly pissed off.
don't ever tell someone who spent a few days worrying when you go mia that 'it's better if you don't care'. cos that's just what happened to me yesterday. and no, i wasn't hurt by it. but i felt extremely stupid. good job. if you don't want me to care, then alright, i shall not care.
like what for, when you don't seem to appreciate it.
history. (:
a little off topic, and maybe not, i'm really sick and tired of seeing boyfriends who aren't worth their girlfriends. =/
meanwhile, i'll go kill some zombies in left 4 dead. brainless game, but increasingly addictive. keke.
apparently the feeling that i got two weeks ago were accurate.
the lull before the storm thing. though it's not obvious, but it probably started from the past week until now.. and no, this time it has nothing to do with the poly friends. which is a good thing. (:
i've seen too much cases of when a girl gets too friendly with guys with the pure intention of treating them as friends, and yet the guys ended up falling in love with the girl. and admittedly, i can't say that i've never been that way before. but seriously, when i've been through it and learnt from experience, now seeing other guys committing the mistake over and over again, i ended up laughing at them, and myself, inevitably. are guys that.. 犯贱..? had to type chinese cos i can't find a more suitable word in english. and then i see the guys being so obvious with their behavior and yet the girl still remains oblivious.. following which i see the guys being wary of each other's actions, wondering whether the other person is also wooing after the girl.. then it turns out that the girl has another guy in her mind, which results in a good show. =/
most guys do recover from heartbreaks and rejections easily, or at least easier than the average girl, but hell, that doesn't mean it don't hurt. =/ so.. i just don't get why guys still end up committing the same mistake over and over again. and it ends up troubling the girl in question when she finally realises cos she will end up trying to keep a distance away from the guys she saw as good friends, and having to spare a thought for their feelings at the same time.
but i think this storm will blow over soon. =/ hopefully nothing else will happen for now.
watched cape no. 7 with wenqi, yingwei and zhiwei on friday. yingwei dozed off halfway and zhiwei was almost blind so he couldn't read the subtitles when the dialogue was in japanese. the show surprised me with its amount of japanese and hokkien [it's not really hokkien actually, but i shall use hokkien for simplicity's sake]. but the old man was hiliarious la. LOL. it's a good show la. but the love scene between the two leads were abit abrupt, and i realised why after reading the wiki about it. a near 20 minutes of that scene was chopped off. =/ that's a whole damn lot la. -.- go watch go watch go watch! :D but the storyline is a little confusing. the 7 letters aren't that.. important. or at least i was unable to grasp the importance of the 7 letters in relation to the whole show. even though they are supposed to bring out the atmosphere between the two leads la.
one last thing.. somehow or rather, the emo bug seems to be flying around these days. along with the flu bug. =/ took a glance through my msn list and tadah, a few emo nicks. and me myself isn't exactly happy these few days.. i'm alright, but i can be better, i think. then i see the people i care about being unhappy as well, and i feel worse when i can't do anything to help. you want to offer them a listening ear, but they tell you they are alright even when you can tell they are not. and to make it worse, you don't know them as well as you'd like to. so you can't even venture a guess about what's bugging them. in the end, all you can do is to ask, are you okay? or to say, cheer up & take care. and they are the people whom you will smile when you see them smile, and you'll feel upset when you see them cry. but you can't do anything to help them. =/
in my case, i guess it's pointless. i can't even help myself. =/
but hey, even though it might not help, but to the people who have been unhappy recently, please cheer up kaes?
rawrrhh.. i did something super unusual for me yesterday. that i actually talked to rh and will about stuffs that i normally wouldn't say.
after which, i ended up having a slight loss of sleep thinking over some stuffs, though not exactly related.
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oh ya, i'm still sick. -.- and i wonder where do all my phlegm come about. it never seems to be able to run out. zz. it's prolly the worst illness i've gotten in this year..
rawrrhh. go off liao.
watching some video foreign workers in WISP now. =/
