the deafening silence
mehh.
Lim Kan Wei
22/04/1989
Nan Hua Secondary School
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
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    Thursday, January 1, 2009 @ 3:47 AM
    firstentryof2009

    heyheyhey.
    here's my first blog entry of 2009.
    and once again, i didn't manage to spend time with the people i'd prefer to be with during the transition from the old year to the new one, likewise for xmas eve to xmas, or even xmas night. :(
    not that it wasn't fun, but well, could have been better, perhaps. keke.

    nothing worth mentioning about other than me attempting to see daylight cos i wanted to know about the plans for today.. or rather yesterday. then after everything's all said and done, i tried to get a few more hours of sleep but ended up dreaming a very random dream and wake up only to find myself in a state of paralysis. =/ sleep paralysis, or rather bei gui ya.

    i only remember it happening to me once before, and that was a long time ago.
    and i was inclined to believe that it's really sleep paralysis cos i'm tired or what..
    but this time, even though i'm also tired, but something made me think that it's really bei gui ya. =x

    i was lying on my left side when it happened.
    my eyes were wide open, i could move my head, but just not the rest of my body or limbs..
    then i knew that i was having sleep paralysis, so i tried to make my limbs move, but failed, of course.
    after that i sank into my bed a lot. that was what made me think that it's not as simple as sleep paralysis..
    cos let's say when i usually lie on my bed.. the current 62kg of me lying on my bed will cause the bed to sink maybe 2-3cm the most.
    but i can say that during the process, the bed sank another 2-3cm.
    maybe more, maybe less, but i definitely felt the bed sink as if another person has climbed onto the bed. =/
    imagination, probably.
    and the centre of gravity of the unknown extra weight was actually right behind me, while i was still lying on my left side.
    so there's a lot of space behind me.
    then after the whole thing when i finally broke free, i heard a man's voice..
    vaguely, but it was definitely a man's voice..
    but then it could have came from someone walking along the corridor so i never think too much about it. LOL.
    after which, i tried to replicate the sinking of the bed, so i lied on the bed again, same position and tried to push down on the bed as much as i possibly could, but the bed didn't even move an inch.
    =/ so unless i managed to summon some godly strength/gain 100% weight when i was temporarily paralysed simultaneously, or there was really some force pushing me down.

    a friendly new year eve greeting from the resident ghost perhaps.

    anyway, i wanna try this thing if anyone of you [if there are still people who read my blog] would bother to click on the link.. right here.

    what would you want to say to your past self, the [insert your own name] from the past five years.. or even recent..
    i'll do that in the next entry to make it less lengthy.
    so look out for my second entry of 2009. keke.


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